Many incidents of those early years are fixed in my memory, isolated, but clear and distinct, making the sense of that silent, aimless, dayless life all the more intense.

• 许多那些早年的事件占满我的记忆；各各独立，但是清晰各异，组成那个寂静无声、前途茫茫、极度黑暗的生活的意识。