It is too hard to keep the relationship with fewer communication and long time not seeing eath other , at least I was a failure at this situation .

• 我不是说乌龟撑不了场面，但背后没有保障的时候的他确是我不愿看到的，我不要看见他明明压力很大却伪装的笑脸，我觉得自己会更痛苦。