I kept in the background, as you wished, and waited, not for the decision of your heart or my own, but hoping that providence would graciously interpose in our behalf, and order events in our favor.

• 好，我自愿留在幕后，等待着，并不是等待我自己或你的决定，而是等待上帝的吩咐, 而在这其间，你爱我，怜悯我，并坦白地告诉了我。