He did not answer my question, but all at once I felt that he was not even despising me, but was laughing at me and had no compassion for me, and that our journey had an unknown and mysterious object that concerned me only.

• 我忽然不顾体面地对我的旅伴提出问题说，这问题含有自我表白的意味，因而我的心底像被针刺一样感到屈辱。